I am not a hoarder.I just live in a bodythat drops things fasterthan it can put them away.Pain interrupts motion.Thought stalls mid step.The floor becomes a witnessto every intentionthat did not make it to a shelf. I stand in roomsthat look like surrenderand people think this messis a choice.They do not see the freezethat locks […]

I keep circling the same thoughtlike it might open if I press hard enough. How do you lose someoneby doing the thing you were taughtwas right.By staying.By checking in.By caring out loudwhen the world had already gone quiet on them. You told meI did nothing wrong.You said it cleanalmost gentlyas if that would steady me.But […]

I am tiredof shrinking in other people’s stories. Tired of meaning nothingto those who once meant everything.Not lovers.Not heartbreaks dressed up as romance.Friends.People who knew my rhythmswho laughed in my kitchenswho promised continuitywithout ever saying the word. They vanished quietly.No fight.No explanation.Just silence where connection used to live.Months passand I am left holding conversationsthat ended […]

Deliveredsits there like a verdict.Not cruel.Not loud.Just final enough to echo.I sent the words with breath still warmand watched them landin the quiet spacewhere replies used to thrive. Delivered.Not ignored.Not answered.Suspended.A pause stretched so longit starts to feel intentional.Like my name was read aloudin a roomwhere no one looked up. Delivered.I refresh my faithbefore I […]

You step and it bloomslaughter rising from the airtrust turns into joy

quiet when I fallloud when they need something fastempty hands return

You live in the corner of my visionwhere dust motes floatwhen a window cracks openand light pretends to matter. You used to stand in the centera whole constellation breathing loudclose enough for heatclose enough for heartbeatclose enough for the soft collapsebetween want and trust. Then grief took youlike a slow shutter closing.Not a goodbyenot even […]

They lifted offlike they always knew how to flywhile I was still learninghow to stand without shaking.We shared the same hallsthe same cracked jokesthe same late night plansbut their doors openedand mine stayed stiff in the frame. They rush ahead nowbright streaks of colorwhile I flicker behind themlike a bulb that hums but never fills […]